Let me hear you call my name
Hello. Welcome to my blog. I'm Si Ling. This is where I vent out my frustration and express my feelings. If you can't be bothered about them, kindly leave this page. Enjoy reading! & have a nice day!
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Lost weight to 50kg,
GPA 3.85, so that I can end up in a local university, but it seems impossible :(
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Shopping spree,
Change my fashion sense!,
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Feeling hopeless
Friday, April 20, 2012
Suddenly, I feel that my future is a blur. I think its because of my poor school results. Just yesterday, I was on facebook and I saw a senior (from a different course as mine), successfully enter NTU for Chemistry and Biological Chemistry. How great it is to receive such a letter. Congrats to him. In the letter, it said something like 'based on your 5 semesters results..' Then, I suddenly thought about my own results. Mine are so poor, I don't think I even stand a chance to apply to NTU or to any local Universities. I feel hopeless, that my future is not going to turn out well. I am so afraid that I won't end up anywhere. And, I will just have a piece of Diploma cert and regret for not studying hard enough. People might say that there is a chance at foreign universities, but the tuition fees are too expensive and my mother said that she cannot afford any money for me to go overseas. I don't want to be stuck with a Diploma cert, I know its not good enough and I will end up going nowhere.To be honest, I don't think I have a dream. I really don't know what I should be when I graduate. I am so afraid that I will end up nowhere. My mother hope that I will be a doctor one day, but based on my 4 semesters results, I don't think I will be one. My results are not good enough. I thought of opening my own bakery shop but, am I really that passionate in baking? I did bake over the holidays but it was because I think its fun. Plus, whatever I baked, the recipes were from the internet. It wasn't even my recipe in the first place. WHAT IS MY DREAM? CAN SOMEONE TELL ME??! I guess, what I have to do now, is to study hard for my last year and have good results. And, I will see how things goes. That's the plan for now. |
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