Let me hear you call my name
Hello. Welcome to my blog. I'm Si Ling. This is where I vent out my frustration and express my feelings. If you can't be bothered about them, kindly leave this page. Enjoy reading! & have a nice day!
Targets
Lost weight to 50kg,
GPA 3.85, so that I can end up in a local university, but it seems impossible :(
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Have a Baggu bag!,
Shopping spree,
Change my fashion sense!,
Have a nice handbag.
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WHAT TO DO NOW?!
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
I don't know if I should continue my driving lessons with this current instructor. He uses mandarin to teach and sometimes, I don't really understand what he's saying. Its not that my mandarin is weak (I had A for my 'O' level Chinese), its just that the words he use are too 'chim' for me to comprehend. And, plus, he always criticize me. Saying stuffs like I am not flexible, I am a little dumb. Seriously?! What is his problem? I keep bottling them to myself and I try to respect him. But, I really feel dumb when he start to criticize me. I feel like quitting now but I need to be rational. If I quit now, I will need to get a new instructor (which I will find a cheaper one and CAN TEACH ME IN ENGLISH!), and probably learn the same things again. And this means that I will take a longer time to receive my driving license, which to me, is not really what I want. But then again, I don't really mind taking a longer time to have my license. TAKING LICENSE EARLIER OR LATER ISN'T THE POINT NOW! But I really cannot tahan this instructor now. Having 13 lessons with him already, and I am still not sure how to do vertical parking properly. Is it my problem or his? He said that he had some students who had around 10+ lessons with him and they pass their driving. Now, I feel that the problems it with me. I know I am not that flexible but I am already trying my best. Why must he pour a big pail of cold water on me? I bet he thinks that I am his dumbest student so far. Everytime I have driving lessons, I feel very stress. And this isn't suppose to be happening. Driving is something that is suppose to be fun but now, to me, driving IS A PAIN IN THE ASS! SHIT MYSELF! I really don't know if I should continue my lessons with him. He told me to book my test date, BUT HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO BOOK WHEN I CAN'T DO VERTICAL PARKING PROPERLY!? I DON'T WANT TO WASTE MY MONEY! If I go to a new instructor now, I will have to learn things all over again and the methods taught might be different. I really don't know what to do!Ok, there is only 2 ways to solve the situation now. 1, I should tell my current instructor that I don't understand what he is saying and to speak using less 'chim' mandarin. But sometimes, I really hate him! 2, I can't blame him entirely for the fact that I feel that driving is difficult, I have my own faults. Sometimes, I keep turning the steering wheels and I don't know where is the position of the front wheels. But what I am suppose to do? How can I improve on that? I DON'T KNOW! I think it is based on experience but I am not allow to drive on the roads because I don't have a license yet. Maybe, the entire situation is due to 1 person's fault, and THAT'S MINE! I REALLY DON'T WANT TO HATE DRIVING! |
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